f you're not gonna go over there and see her, then I'm gonna tell you a story, okay? Now, this is a little raw, but it's all true, so I'm gonna have to ask for your indulgence. My--my first year when I was here, I wasn't exactly what you call one of the elite. I mean, I never would have been invited to a place like this. I actually had a job. I was working my way through school. So I wasn't exactly what you call an innocent, but I